Wednesday, January 31, 2007 3:51 AM
It's so sudden. It is just as if me waking up from a dream. I realised that as days go by, my parents are getting older and older. Soon, they won't be able to work anymore and I would have to take care of them. They are working really hard now, just to make ends meet and just to give me a wonderful and sheltered life.
I am thankful.
I should be glad that they are working really hard for the family. However, I start to think, shouldn't they be retired and laze around and enjoy their lifes by now? I mean, soon, they will become a half centorian and soon, they won't have the energy to continue standing up and running about like they used to be.
I just feel strange suddenly. As if the world is aging and I am aging and suddenly, I have another pillar to carry.
This pillar of responsibility is still being built. It is already halfway built. I don't know when it will be completed but I don't want it to be completed so fast. I want to relax a bit more.
I don't know... I just don't know.
Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious
Thursday, January 18, 2007 3:38 AM
I almost cried.
However, I told myself: If I chose to do it, I have to do it all the way. I have to endure it all the way!
It was painful alright. You sit there and stretch yourself, twist your body into different positions and then try to balance with all your might. Twisting in agony on the floor, it almost brought tears to my eyes.
I almost cried.
Cried in class.
I told myself, I have to do it all the way! I chose the course for a reason because I want to study in that course. Of course I can not give up half way, can I?
I won't cry in class. I will try my best!!!
Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious
Friday, January 12, 2007 9:52 PM
Being sick is really not so nice. Your throat start to become really sore and your voice becomes really really hoarse. Furthermore, you start to cough and cough like a man in eighties who is going to die. You run out of breath easily and you can't go to the gym and work out.
In addition, people around you start to ask whether you are feeling better. When you start coughing, they start to pat your back. Sometimes I wonder how patting the back help the cough go better.
I am not saying that I am annoyed with all these things or whatsoever. The thing is just that I am not really used to having so much attention all of a sudden. Haha. =)
I love to walk in the rain. It is so cooling to get wet with all your friends. It is so fun to have all the water splash down on you while you are talking with all your friends. Shrieks of laughter will fill the air.
Now I know why Singing in the Rain was so popular. Haha...
Furthermore, it has been raining for goodness knows how long now and walkng in the rain has become almost normal for I am too lazy to even lift my hands to open the umbrella. Haha.
Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious
Tuesday, January 09, 2007 3:49 AM
New year, new environment. This would also mean, new efforts to get used to the environment.
Efforts are put in to adapt to the new surrounding I am in. Hard work is put in to try and open myself to make friends.
Sometimes, it is tiring. However, I know I have to put in the effort. I cannot just give up halfway. In fact, it is not even halfway. It is the beginning.
A new beginning always take time for one to adapt so I shall try hard! I shall put in 101% effort to be myself. Haha...
Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious
Thursday, January 04, 2007 3:49 AM
New school, new environment, new experience.
Great school it is! Haha... ...
I love the school!!!!!!!
Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious
