Wednesday, January 31, 2007 3:51 AM
It's so sudden. It is just as if me waking up from a dream. I realised that as days go by, my parents are getting older and older. Soon, they won't be able to work anymore and I would have to take care of them. They are working really hard now, just to make ends meet and just to give me a wonderful and sheltered life.
I am thankful.
I should be glad that they are working really hard for the family. However, I start to think, shouldn't they be retired and laze around and enjoy their lifes by now? I mean, soon, they will become a half centorian and soon, they won't have the energy to continue standing up and running about like they used to be.
I just feel strange suddenly. As if the world is aging and I am aging and suddenly, I have another pillar to carry.
This pillar of responsibility is still being built. It is already halfway built. I don't know when it will be completed but I don't want it to be completed so fast. I want to relax a bit more.
I don't know... I just don't know.
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